The Lucid Undoing

Self destruction, seems to be the best choice
All new words seem to disintegrate
The cracks spread over my voice
I try to scream for them to wait
Self justified, in retro active thought
Memories of words aren’t what they seem
I want to make it better, but it’s not
So I apologize when I dream

The Warrior is Dead

With the warrior dead, killers run free
With no one to guide them how to be
With the warrior dead, honor’s not first
Too concerned with their own hunger and thirst
Blood thirsty and uncontrolled
Armed and the innocent die
Enemy unknown and de-soul
Ignorant and believe the lie
They have no sense to commit
They just want to pick up and go
With no courage to admit
They fear that, they, we will know
Constantly rude and uncouth
They want their way or will have a fit
Unconcerned with justice and truth
A fighting class hypocrite
With the warrior dead, we won’t be shown
The warrior’s code will remain unknown

A Prelude to the End

I’m sorry to tell you, you’ve got go
Our relationships’ time is through
This is how I feel, you deserve to know
Here’s my break-up note to you
When hardships come and don’t improve
And there’s no reason I should stay
I remember that I shouldn’t move
This is my home; you need to go away
I’ll give you all the reasons in a list
So that you can see that I’m justified
Let us use a word and not a fist
A break-up should be dignified

I, as One of We

I wanted to be a part of a ‘we’
Just to fit in and do no wrong
I wanted a sense of unity
All I wanted was to belong
Now it’s so, but I have this fear
I like my reflection, but there’s doubt
My mirror’s made of glass, it is clear
All I see are others, I’m looking out
I enjoy the traits of those that I friend
But I can’t be afraid to stray from the norm
I have no intention to insult or offend
But I say, to belong is not to conform
I still don’t desire to be unusual
But it’s a fair price to be an individual

Eclipse

I saw a boy in the street just yesterday
He wore a red hat as he walked and cried
I asked around why he was living this way
The told me that his father had just died

I heard the boy who wore the red hat
He cried revenge out on to me
That I would be doomed where I sat
And that I would pay eternally

I told the by that it’s not my fault
I killed him to keep my death at bay
I had to repel you father’s assault
He should not have lived his life that way

I told my son before I had to go
That I’d be home in no time at all
Now a lonely home, he’ll grow to know
That’ll be my last though before I fall

Now he will cry and walk around town
He’ll say “for my father, they all will pay”
His mother will say, when she sits him down
He should not have lived his life that way”

The Missing Link

Undeniable.  I’ll never forget one thing about you.
Unforgettable.  I’ll always relive each day never had
My friends say “you will die lonely.
Your own way will lead you nowhere.”
I would watch him grow; I would love to know if he likes my favorite song.
Would he want to stay?  Would he go a way that leads him to ultimate wrong
I’d teach him to fight.  Would I teach him so that he will remember long.
Link, I’m so sorry, my son.
I was so mislead by me
You’ll always be the missing Link at sea.
You are the lost, the missed, the only one.

Enter Tamed

Between, in the black
Flashes of the flicker show,
Clearly watch yourself.