Love Poem

I want to get to know all the hamsters in your cage.
Won’t you let my hamster turn your wheel?
If you’ll give me your time, I’ll be you sage.
Don’t bite your time or it won’t heal.
I’ll share my mind and what bugs me before you’re gone.
I’ll give you my head like I were I tick.
You are the litter on my lawn.
I want to pick you up with my pointy stick.
You are the brightest colors in my finger paint kit.
I’ll keep my fingers in your jar and keep you wet.
I can be your ball and you can be my mitt.
I’m ready to swing my bat when ever you’re set.
We could start a relay and just run on.
We could run our race right off the map.
And when I hand you my baton,
I hope that you take it on your lap.

Dance, Dance, Revelation

I’d like to tell this one girl I know
That her eyes always show
How it all hits her so rough
I know that guy that you know
And that it’s all now through
Because he though you weren’t good enough
I heard that the people at work
Who hate the odd and a quirk
Never gave you the time of day
I heard what they said
About the jobs that you lead
That you weren’t good enough to stay
Forget the work and romance
Remember how you used to dance
You were the best on the floor
Because that’s what you really are
The best at what you love and by far
I know that you’re good enough and more

Shallow Sockets

Just like the other senses of the blind,
Everything else becomes refined.
By me weakness, I won’t be defined.
I’ll never let this hold me behind.

Episode III

There was the time you came to stay
You never asked if you’d be in the way
You lived off me and never offered to pay
I did consider it very rude
How you’d waste hot water and eat my food
And not care at all, if you did intrude

Episode II

The day that I bought my gun
I swore that it was for fun
I said “it could protect”
“You’ve lost my respect”
You said and you began to shun

Episode I

I remember the time when we had the deepest talk
I remember what I said and that it was a shock
My beliefs are so personal, so I rarely tell
The heartbreaking words of, “too bad you‘re going to Hell”
You told me that I couldn’t speak one word of it
You told me that you and my silence would be a perfect fit
I would read about it just so I could learn
I remember that you said that ‘it all should burn”
You won’t let me see those who are like myself
You want me to hide my beliefs on my shelf
But the worst of all these many ties
Is you unwillingness to compromise

The Lucid Undoing

Self destruction, seems to be the best choice
All new words seem to disintegrate
The cracks spread over my voice
I try to scream for them to wait
Self justified, in retro active thought
Memories of words aren’t what they seem
I want to make it better, but it’s not
So I apologize when I dream

The Warrior is Dead

With the warrior dead, killers run free
With no one to guide them how to be
With the warrior dead, honor’s not first
Too concerned with their own hunger and thirst
Blood thirsty and uncontrolled
Armed and the innocent die
Enemy unknown and de-soul
Ignorant and believe the lie
They have no sense to commit
They just want to pick up and go
With no courage to admit
They fear that, they, we will know
Constantly rude and uncouth
They want their way or will have a fit
Unconcerned with justice and truth
A fighting class hypocrite
With the warrior dead, we won’t be shown
The warrior’s code will remain unknown

A Prelude to the End

I’m sorry to tell you, you’ve got go
Our relationships’ time is through
This is how I feel, you deserve to know
Here’s my break-up note to you
When hardships come and don’t improve
And there’s no reason I should stay
I remember that I shouldn’t move
This is my home; you need to go away
I’ll give you all the reasons in a list
So that you can see that I’m justified
Let us use a word and not a fist
A break-up should be dignified

I, as One of We

I wanted to be a part of a ‘we’
Just to fit in and do no wrong
I wanted a sense of unity
All I wanted was to belong
Now it’s so, but I have this fear
I like my reflection, but there’s doubt
My mirror’s made of glass, it is clear
All I see are others, I’m looking out
I enjoy the traits of those that I friend
But I can’t be afraid to stray from the norm
I have no intention to insult or offend
But I say, to belong is not to conform
I still don’t desire to be unusual
But it’s a fair price to be an individual

Eclipse

I saw a boy in the street just yesterday
He wore a red hat as he walked and cried
I asked around why he was living this way
The told me that his father had just died

I heard the boy who wore the red hat
He cried revenge out on to me
That I would be doomed where I sat
And that I would pay eternally

I told the by that it’s not my fault
I killed him to keep my death at bay
I had to repel you father’s assault
He should not have lived his life that way

I told my son before I had to go
That I’d be home in no time at all
Now a lonely home, he’ll grow to know
That’ll be my last though before I fall

Now he will cry and walk around town
He’ll say “for my father, they all will pay”
His mother will say, when she sits him down
He should not have lived his life that way”

The Missing Link

Undeniable.  I’ll never forget one thing about you.
Unforgettable.  I’ll always relive each day never had
My friends say “you will die lonely.
Your own way will lead you nowhere.”
I would watch him grow; I would love to know if he likes my favorite song.
Would he want to stay?  Would he go a way that leads him to ultimate wrong
I’d teach him to fight.  Would I teach him so that he will remember long.
Link, I’m so sorry, my son.
I was so mislead by me
You’ll always be the missing Link at sea.
You are the lost, the missed, the only one.

Enter Tamed

Between, in the black
Flashes of the flicker show,
Clearly watch yourself.